~About Inge~

 

 

When my mother was giving birth to me, she was in a great deal of pain. So much pain that the doctors sent her to have an ultrasound to find out why she was hurting so much. In the room with the ultrasound was an Indian girl who looked at my mother and said, ''This is not an ordinary baby. She is more curious than normal. But she doesn't want to be born.'' So my mom has known since I was born to expect a child that was different somehow.

Cuando mi mama estaba en el parto, cuando yo iba a nacer, ella tenia muchos Dolores. El dolor era tanto que los doctors la mandarin a hacerse un ultrasonido para saber porque tenia tanto dolor. En el cuarto donde le estaban hacienda el ultrasonido estaba una mujer indigena que al ver a mi mama le dijo : “ este no es cualquier bebe. Es mas curiosa de lo normal. No quiere nacer”. Mi mama sabia desde que naci que yo iba a ser diferente de alguna manera.

When I was just a baby in my cradle, I used to float my stuffed animals to the other side of the room with my thoughts. Or I would ''grab'' my toys with my eyes, and throw them. When she saw this, my mother knew it was true that I was not an ordinary baby. And so, from the very beginning, she began to protect me.

Cuando era apenas un bebe y estaba en mi cuna, con mis pensamientos hacia que mis animalitos de peluche flotaran al otro lado de mi cuarto . Tambien “ agarraba” mis juguetes con mis ojos y los tiraba. Cuando mi mama vio lo que yo hacia, sabia que no era una nina como cualquier otra. Desde entonces, ella me protegio mucho.

I remember how my father loved to smoke cigars, and I used to tease him when I was little by making his cigar box lift up from the table to a vertical position. It was so much fun.

Me acuerdo como mi papa amaba fumar cigarros, y yo lo molestaba mucho cuando era pequena. Levantaba su caja de cigarros de la mesa a una posicion vertical. Era muy divertido.

When I was older, my mother would tie my hair in braids, because she liked it that way. But I didn't like my hair in braids, so the moment she was done, my hair would dramatically spring back to the way it was before. She could hardly believe it when she saw this happen. No matter how firmly she tied them, my braids would always come undone immediately. I wasn't trying to do it on purpose -- but I knew that I was doing it.

Ya de mas grande, mi mama me hacia trenzas, porque a ella le gustaba. A mi no me gustaba mi cabello con trnzas, entonces en el momento que ella terminaba de peinarme, mis trenzas se deshacian inmediatamente. Yo no trataba de hacer esto a proposito pero sabia que de alguna manera era yo la que las deshacia.

Sometimes when I would get sad, or even depressed, I used to play with my psychic abilities in various ways. Doing this would cheer me up and make me feel happy and secure and full of joy.

A veces cuando estaba triste, o deprimida, me ponia a jugar con mis dones psiquicos de diferentes maneras. Hacer esto me levantaba el animo, me hacia sentir feliz y segura y llena de alegria.

In school, I was always in another world. When I would look up from a dream state, my teachers would look at me and ask what was wrong with me. Sometimes I used to fight with gremlins which my teachers insisted were ''not there.'' So why would I end up having bruises on my body? My teachers talked to my parents on several occasions because of my so-called imaginary states, and because I was doing stuff that other kids evidently don't do.

En el colegio, siempre estaba en otro mundo. Cuando miraba hacia arriba despues de estar en un mundo de ensuenos, mis profesores me miraban y me preguntaban que si habia algo mal conmigo, que si me pasaba algo?. A veces yo empezaba a pelear con mis amigos imaginarios, mientras mis profesores insistian que no estaban ahi. Entonces como acababa con moretones en el cuerpo?Mi profesores hablaron con mis padres en muchas ocaciones por mis  “estados imaginarios”, y porque hacia coas que aparentemente otros ninos no hacian.

I also loved to talk to the trees and plants, or even to myself. When adults would ask me who I was talking to, I would tell them -- but they didn't seem to understand. Eventually, I found that I didn't like to have people around; it just felt so much better to be alone. And so I didn't have any friends as I grew up, and I never understood what was going on around me, since I was always somewhere else in my mind doing things that apparently were unusual.

Tambien amaba hablar con las plantas y los arboles, o conmigo misma. Cuando los adultos me preguntaban con quien hablaba, yo les decia, pero ellos no lograban entenderme. Eventualmente me di cuenta que no me gustaba estar alrededor de la gente; se sentia mucho major estar sola. Po resto, no tenia muchos amigos mientras creci, y nunca entendi que estaba pasando a mi alrededor, ya que estaba siempre en otra parte en mi mente hacienda cosas que aparentemente eran inusuales.

It was very difficult for others, I know, but it was very difficult for me, as well. Thank God my parents always understood what was going on, that I had their full support. My grandparents also supported my way of being.

Yo era dificil de entender por otras personas, yo lo se, pero tambien fue dificil para mi. Gracias a Dios mis padres siempre entendieron lo que estaba pasando y siempre tuve su apoyo. Mi abuelos tambien me apoyaron mucho.

Since it was so difficult for me as I grew up, I started to get scared about this situation with my psychic abilities, so I began to pay more attention to the psychic happenings around me and what they meant. I always believed that there had to be something else beyond this material world. For instance, I could always know what was going to happen in the future. There had to be other worlds, other dimensions, other kinds of people. This just couldn't be all there was. Recently when my mother, Emma, saw the movie, The 13th Floor, she said to me, ''This is my daughter, this is you.''

Como era tan dificil para mi mietras creci, empeze a asustarme de mis habilidades psciquicas, entonces empeze a prestar mas atencion a las cosas que pasaban a mi alrededor y que significado tenian. Siempre pense que habia algo mas alla que este mundo material.Por ejemplo, siempre sabia que iba a pasar en el future. Tenian que haber otros mundos, otras dimensiones, otro tipo de seres. Este mundo no podia ser todo lo que habia. Resientemente cuando mi mama, Emma, vio la pelicula “ The 13th Floor”, me dijo, “ Esta es mi hija, esa eres tu”

Though there was great pressure on me to be normal and to stop using my psychic abilities, I definitely did not stop. They seemed too important to just give away.

Aunque tenia mucha presion encima para ser alguien normal y dejar de usar mis dones psciquicos, nunca pare. Para mi erean muy importantantes como para dejarlos de lado.

Finally, I found a teacher who helped me. His name is Memo -- Seor Guillermo Altamirano -- and he lives in Mexico. He had studied with an Indostan teacher since he was thirteen years old, and his teachings helped me to understand what I was going through. It was Memo who taught me to see with my hands and feet. He has taught over a thousand children to see in this same way.

Finalmente, Encontre un professor que me ayudo. Se llama Memo, Senor Guillermo Altamirano – y vive en Mexico. El studio con un maestro Idostan desde que tenia trece anios, y sus ensenanzas me ayudaron a entender por lo que estaba pasando. Memo fue quien me enseno a ver con mis manos y mis pies. Enseno a mas de mil ninos a poder ver de esta manera.

He would blindfold us so that no light would come to us, and then he would have us see a TV screen inside our minds. This screen would let us see whatever it was that we needed to see. If a new student could not see the screen within a couple of weeks, he would have the child go back home. After a while, he would have us see little tiny screens around the outer edge, with the bigger screen in the middle. These little screens gave us more detailed information. I have found after doing this for many years that, in most cases, I don't need to use the screens anymore. I ''just know'' whatever it is that I need to know. The information just comes to me, and I feel it in my body like a chill and the hairs stand up on my skin, and I ''know.''

Nos tapaba los ojos para no dejar que la luz entrace, y despues nos hacia ver una pantalla en nuestra mente. Esta pantalla nos permitia ver lo que necesitabamaos ver. Si algun estudiante nuevo no era capaz de ver la pantalla en unas semanas, debia hirse de regreso a casa. Despues de un tiempo, debiamos ver pantallas mas pequenas al rededor, con la pantalla grandee n el centro. Estas pantallas mas pequenas nos daban informacion mas detallada. Despues de hacer estop or muchos anios encontre que en la mayoria de los casos, no necesito usar las pantallas. Solamente “ se” lo que tengo que saber. La informacion viene a mi, y la siento en mi cuerpo como escalofriosy los vellos se me paran en puntas y “ SE”

At this time in my life I am changing. Even when I read now, I no longer read in the normal way, and choose instead to read inwardly. If I am looking at a license plate on a car, I close my eyes and see it inside. It all seems so much more natural and easy. You can blindfold me and hand me a picture of your house, for example, and I can see it, and more, I can see throughout your house and tell you what I see. But there is more, and I want to go deeper, now, into what all this means. I want to be able to explore the idea of actually going into these spaces and making them real -- so real that I am actually there in my body. There is more to this, and I can't help being pulled in this direction.

En este punto de mi vida estoy cambiando. Ahora cuando leo, no leo de manera normal y escojo leer de manera interna. Si veo a una placa de un carro, cieroo los ojos y veo el numero internamente. Eso para mi es mas natural y mas facial. Pueden taparme los ojos y darme una foro de una casa, por ejemplo, y puedo verla, y mas, puedo ver todo en la casa y decir lo que veo.Pero aun hay mas, y quiero ir mas profumdamente en cuanto que significa todo esto. Quiero ser capaz de explorar la idea de ir a estos espacios y hacerlos reales – tan reales que estoy ahi fisicamente. Hay mas en todo esto, y no puedo evitar ir mas profundo.

I have always seen things from at least two points of view -- from the ordinary world, and from the world that I live within. And now I realize that being different, and seeing and knowing in this way, has helped me all my life to be secure, to have values, and to be more mature and a lot happier than many other children are.

Siempre he visto las cosas por lo menos desde dos puntos de vista – desde el mundo ordinario, y desde mi mundo interior. Ahora me doy cuenta que ser diferente, ver y “ saber” de la manera que me sucede, me ha ayudado toda mi vida a sentirme segura, a tener valores, y a ser mas madura y mucho mas feliz que muchos otros ninos.

There are explanations beyond modern medicine and science for how these psychic things can happen. There are ways of seeing and knowing that transcend everything that is known in modern physics. I can't explain this, but I ''know.''

Existen explicaciones mas alla de la medicina moderna y la ciencia de como estas cosas psciquicas suceden. Hay maneras de ver y “ saber” que trascienden todo lo que que sabe sobre fisica moderna. No puedo explicar esto pero “ lo se”.

And there are many, many children like me being born today. So if your own kids are doing something similar to what I have experienced, don't be afraid or worried about their behavior. They are okay. Just love them and support them. Let them know they are different, and honor this difference.

Y hay muchos, muchos ninos como yo que nacen cada dia. Entonces si sus hijos estan haciendo algo parecido a lo que me sucede a mi, no se preocupen o asusten por su comportamiento. Ellos estan bien. Amenlos y apoyenlos. Diganles que son diferentes y honren la diferencia.

This difference is why we are here. This difference will be that which brings new life and hope to this old and tired world

Esta diferencia es por la que estamos aqui. Esta diferencia es la que traera una nueva vida y esperanza a este mundo cansado y agotado.